No more

If you know my well enough, you will know my inner love towards Jessica. I mean, I don't pay money for their concerts, I don't buy albums and I don't join fan clubs but that do not mean that her leaving is not affecting me. In fact,  I was really surprised at how it DID affect me because I was extremely sad during intern and almost at the verge of tears when I found out my favourite is no longer a part of SNSD. Which means, no more staying up catching up on fan cams, scrolling pictures of her and then zoom-ing in and out to see how perfect she is, seeing her sing live and a lot more. I'm not crazy but it's just her personal image and character that attracted me so much that I go around telling others I want to be like her, as ambitious and successful. And then I go on ranting about how I will make it to Korea to see her and talk to her face to face or even sing together on stage. It upsets me so much that everything I dreamed off will not ever come true but whatever it is, I will always believe and support her and if I have the means to in future, why not?

OK I NEVER EXPECTED MYSELF TO WRITE A POST ANYTHING ABOUT KPOP. now you know how important Jessica is to me. TT ok bye, I revealed my innermost thoughts. You saw the other side of me.