Your Best

" You don't have to be the BEST, you have to be YOUR BEST" -Melissa

currently feeling at it's worse now.
"you don't have to be THE BEST, you just have to be at YOUR BEST", this was what Melissa sent to me when i was feeling ultimate depressed. No, nothing about relationships, it's all about life. There's alot of problems going on in my life now and honestly, all i can see are building up walls. They're getting higher and higher, close to not seeing any light now. Yes, it's that bad.

I really have to thank Melissa for being my pillar of support, being there when no one else does, i mean in school, like someone who truly understand how i feel and always listening to me whine, especially nowadays. .. it's hard to find someone who's willing to listen and care. we might have our disagreements, but at the end of the day, we're still there for each other. First time ever, i've felt like i'm a failure in life. just.............no, i won't be elaborating because i don't want you to mock at me, but...really..... i need to ........ be happier. i guess?

No, i didn't forget about Huijie! she's still the same as last time, fun and bubbly and gives the best advices but now that we are of different courses, it's difficult to explain, i mean, i can't possibly text her and tell her i am sad and depressed right..? hahahhaa bet she has other problems too.

i will cheer up. just give me time.

oh and not forgetting the five girls that've been part of me since secondary school times, it's a joy having them to constantly cheer and support for me with whatever i do!

so thankful for having you guys.
<3