WHAT DO YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE

EVERY SINGLE TIME when someone asks me about my course/my school, EVERY TIME when i answer fashion designing, they will ALWAYS give me a face.. that's indescribable, but common.(even my ex sec school teacher) It'll then always be followed with questions like "WHAT do you want to do in the future" and stuff.

I always doubt myself, even till today. I DOUBTED my choice, i asked myself, what happened to myself? I've always aimed to get into business school, literally mugged like crazy during Olevels, getting a pretty decent grade for Os, and then choosing to get in design school.... I must have been crazy. There are alot of times when i felt like dropping out of school and getting back to business(because i feel like that is where i belong) BUT everytime when i felt like that, i asked myself again, what was it that made me want design so badly? what was the urge? and then i felt motivated to work harder in this field again.

I totally have no idea in my future.......... i'm from an average earning household and definitely don't have the expenses/money to travel overseas to pursue my degree. (i've checked for many art schools and it's pretty exp), but that's not stopping me from being what i want to be. WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS, i'm enjoying the process now, the life of being a design student. & i always believe in, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. There will be a place for me, as long as i keep improving, i'm sure, i'll be what i want in the future. 

all in all, i'm prepared.

tbh, i wish to have a time machine, so i can travel 10years down the road to see what i'm doing in the future. lolololol. 

till then, 

seeyou!

nonetheless, i'm grateful for the bunch of friends who've been supportive throughout this 1.5years in my poly life. the ones that motivated, encouraged, tweeted me indirect tweets whenever i'm sad(you know who you're hahah like a loser. LOL), all that really helped alot. There's an extra fuel added in me and i'm prepared to mugged even harder.

ok, btw, i'm scared for my GPA. this sucks :( meh.

should have chose a better cds to score. IT'S EITHER F, D, or C grade.. i guess? 

sighpie.