Don't you worry child

Back from Malaysia. 

It's amazing how such a short trip brings back so many memories about you. I went back home, to reminisce about the past, about you bringing me to various places to explore. Not wanting to forget any single moment since i don't know when i will be back again, i tried to capture every single thing during these few days........... and you know what, i accidentally deleted half of them. I guess it's all about fate. God probably wants me to move on. Today, while visiting you at the memorial park(almost at the top of the mountain), i couldn't help but to recall all the good times we shared.  Even though we are separated now, i can feel you trying to protect all of us. You suffered so much throughout your lifespan.......... even till your last breath... but i believe, you'll be doing good at somewhere else; probably happier than before. 

but, it's ok, 

one day, we will all reunite. :)

Heaven's got a plan for us. 

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I used to push all the blame to you, because i love being in the shoes of the girl.. but it's only when you're gone, things suddenly hit hard on me, i came to realise so many things, and it's scary to see someone's character, attitude and personality changed so drastically - or maybe it was just me, always believing with what i see.

You'd suffered so much.