Worst day ever, i'm not going to elaborate, i'm just sick of all these things. I just don't understand what is the thing that made me hold on for so long? what's worth? why do it?
I've always wanted to challenge myself but now, no. i've lost hope. everything just reached my limit. not even talking about myself being a pessimist.. but how much can one take in??
TELL ME, HOW MUCH CAN ONE TAKE IN?
i feel like the whole world is against me. i'm trying, really trying, but who sees?
i'm disappointed, yes i am, really is.
went to party despite how tired i was. text Jasmine like an hour or two earlier, telling her that i want to party.. and she agreed because she can see that i'm rly not myself, i'll usually whine to her about how sucky or how unhappy i am with my life, but this time i didn't. i kept quiet throughout....
i don't know if you'll ever see this, but...hahha, i'm so thankful for what you've done especially ytd, agreeing to party with me even thou there were only the two of us(before Marcus agreed to join in), and what's worse is, you'd already partied the night before. words can't describe how thankful i am.. i just love you to the moon and back. also, the other 4girls who've been through with me all these while. :) feeling blessed cuz we've been through thick and thin, it's like, we're all meant to meet and meant to be. :)
it was fun and i really got high , neck's aching, as usual.
hahha.
i really cannot get over it, but i guess i have to, and i need to pick myself up once again, and run through this. whatever it is.
i'm numbed.
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