The reason

ok, so i decided to "revamp" my blog because i wanted a space for me to note down all my feelings, all my thoughts.

i need that.

Flooding tears containing inside me. so much sadness, so much so much.

2012 hasn't been a good year,

submissions after submissions.

all the never-ending challenges.

i don't know how long can i continue.

i'm tired. tired of failing. tired of disappointments. tired of everything.

i'm so thankful cause Melly is always lending me her shoulder when i felt like crying,  & my gfs/abloy always listening to my whines.

they must have hate them, i hate them too...........

been so vulnerable ever since poly started. why.

asking myself why too.

always having one moment where i felt like giving up on everything.

the feeling of running away.......... to somewhere far far away.

Waves17 concert~

Dee's House for Armani's projectt~

one of my best friend i met in poly. hehe. when i first know her she was known as HUIJIE. but she adopted the name EMMA. so HI EMMA. 

THIS IS MELISSA A.K.A MELLY. she's the one always there when i cried. IDK HOW MANY TIMES I CRIED. LOSER.

and myyyyy hott/charasmatic lecturer which makes me love marketing lesson. hehe.

the charm he has. woah. mesmerizing. 

i know, i know, DON'T LOOK LIKE ME. 

collage. #teamARMANI. i think i lean super close with my shuaigelaoshi!

#OOTD for school today. a bright morning but gloomy end.

i'm sad.

Talking about today..... it was the worst day ever. i've never felt so stress. i've never felt so worried.

SUBMISSION was today and things were only 1/4 done.

i'm honest about it. 

and you know what, the moment when i wanted to print my mindmap out, i realised the print shop was closed. i even begged the auntie to help me print the last piece, she rejected and walked away. i was bloody worried and i'm glad Denise actually opened the print shop door and offered to print for me. if not .... i wouldn't want to think of the consequences. 

Thumbdrive lost too. i have no idea how.

It was supposed to be a happy day, oh well.

but i'm glad i saw you, and i'm happy cause i took picture with my marketing lecturer. 

bye.

P/S: my day went alil better after submission cause HJ treated me gongcha and we finally had the time for dinner together. imagine how busy we all were. except that Melly left with her friends first.

staying back late almost everyday. cabbing home every single time. i've wasted so much money but i'm not getting good grades. born stupid.